OH Hunny. wow. you've been through a lot.. all that responsibility, on your own. goooood nessssssssss. and you've actually done so much. seriously. as far as I can tell ,, you've been through the worst...
I'd say,,, unwind. buy yourself a fresh cup of orange juice, wake up early in the morning,,, and drink your juice sitting on a swing. Listen to the birds...
.... relax your heart beat. relax your stressed out self. do that for like a week...and in the meantime...
,,you have to empower yourself by empowering your thoughts and your mind.
as our beloved Oprah Says "you never give up your power'.
... that means,, YOu say "Fine. I had these thoughts of WALL... but now, I am going to change my thinking, and let that idea go,,,, and Think,, Time to Start Again. I've taken my break. but Time is now. Remeber the reasons you wanted to get all this crap done anyways. Hunny. You are So almost there... if you need a math tutor or whatever check out
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Use your mind, Manipulate your thinking. YOu Are Power. USE IT.
hey lyrics to that song 'go insane' by fleetwood mac
"two kinds of people in this world
winners, losers
I lost my power in this world
cuz I did not use it"....
and hunny, if all else fails.. join the community college, sign up for college algebra. its not as scary as it sounds. have a teacher.. have classmates, enjoy new friends, enjoy a new experience.. no one ever said,, you have to do it all by yourself.
there is support and love. Your gorgeous. stay strong. ..
and if timing is really bad still to go to school at night or whatever.. fine.. skip algebra and keep going. Your Time will come,, when you are ready. don't rush yourself. You've done Great. You Get BIGGGGGGGGGGG hugs from Everyone!...
may allllllllllll the lovvvvvvvvvvve in the universe envelop you right now
and May allllllllllllll the rest come to your heart...peace be upon all you have been patient with..
and may all the Light Shine on your path...