02-17-2015, 11:44 PM
Not submitted yet, as I want to take one last day to compare my work with the grading rubric as well as my instructor's past notes on my paper's development (class is English 102).
But oh goodness, I am so, so tired of writing; please understand, I love writing, and especially if I get to talk about what I wrote, which my job in the Air Force gives me plenty of opportunities for. I even genuinely love my classes through TESC, all three of them granted, but something about getting sick, having to move out, and having to keep up to date weekly for a massive research paper just... bored me out of my love for writing completely.
Please understand, TESC isn't bad, and this instructor in particular has been one of the most understanding I've ever had, but I guess it's just the circumstances of why I'm even stuck taking an English class this late in my degree to begin with, along with the stressors above. By all accounts I want to celebrate and post my big, all-caps "I'm done!" topic, but right now, I almost feel disgusted, even though I'm only months away from holding that degree.
Thank you all (more than anything) for the guidance, the laughs, and most of all the knowledge you've all imparted for the rest of us. I'll save more when I'm actually done for good with my class and bachelor's, but I want to mark this evening (2244 on my end, CST) as the point when I just... quit mentally, as far as the class is concerned.
But oh goodness, I am so, so tired of writing; please understand, I love writing, and especially if I get to talk about what I wrote, which my job in the Air Force gives me plenty of opportunities for. I even genuinely love my classes through TESC, all three of them granted, but something about getting sick, having to move out, and having to keep up to date weekly for a massive research paper just... bored me out of my love for writing completely.
Please understand, TESC isn't bad, and this instructor in particular has been one of the most understanding I've ever had, but I guess it's just the circumstances of why I'm even stuck taking an English class this late in my degree to begin with, along with the stressors above. By all accounts I want to celebrate and post my big, all-caps "I'm done!" topic, but right now, I almost feel disgusted, even though I'm only months away from holding that degree.
Thank you all (more than anything) for the guidance, the laughs, and most of all the knowledge you've all imparted for the rest of us. I'll save more when I'm actually done for good with my class and bachelor's, but I want to mark this evening (2244 on my end, CST) as the point when I just... quit mentally, as far as the class is concerned.